A day in Carnee's Life

2:11AM - BIRTHDAYS ROCK!!

WOW!! I am OFFICIALLY 24 TODAY!!

And nothin' like LOVIN' on your B-Day!!

My brother is coming into town tomorrow afternoon...so I'm staying up late to get my freak on with all the lucky guys who want me! ;)

Steven - mmmmm Sweetheart!! YES YES YES!!

Rick - luscious, romantic, caring......I can't even begin to express everything that you are! You're just too much for words! Your cards and romantic intentions are lovely! And your call was PHENOMINAL!! THANK YOU for my birthday present! ;)

Pantyhose Stealer! HOW COULD YOU? hehehehe HOW could you come into my HOME and steal from me! You MUST be punished! BAD BOY!!

I hope everyone wishes me a VERY Happy Birthday! CALL ME!! ;)

Current mood: happy

Current music: Happy Birthday TO ME!!

11:39PM - YAY! Two posts in a row! ;)

Today was wild! I had a busy day with classes and a couple really sweet calls!

DOUGIE!! What a sweetie! You are soooo nice to me! I had such fun on our call. And I 'think' you did too! hehehehe Poor guy, did I make you cum too fast? I guess I made you just as hot as you made me! *smoochies* Next time, we should meet in a park, and make it by a huge oak tree...but the airport was nice too! Just two bored travellers looking for some fun!

And to my male prostitute......Did you like how I'd use you? hehehehe Just nice and sweet. See, to all you fellas who think I'm a horn dog - I've got a soft side too!!

Michigan boy! Thank you for the flowers! They are SOOOOOOOO NICE!! I was touched! Deeply! That's the first time in a LONG time I've gotten them! You are such a romantic! I have to give you a BIIIIG kiss for that! Thank you, and I can't wait to play more with you!

Cartman Sweetheart! Take care of yourself! and I LOVE your journal entry! *smooch*

Current mood: relaxed

Current music: James Taylor - Sweet Baby James

9:42PM - Mmmmmmmmm

An update on the life that is mine!! hehehe

JOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've said it before and I'll say it again! YOU ROCK!! You're just AWESOME and totally CREATIVE!! You take phone to a HOLE nother level!! (hehehe - catch the double meaning? hehehehee)

To my KNIGHT in SHINING ARMOR!! WOW!! Your calls are just soo soo soo AMAZING!! You make me scream like no other from pleasure! Just lay back and enjoy the ride!! heheheehe

To my physics guy - hehehehehe - WONDERFUL!!

Marshall - Wild, hard, and fast!! hehehehe Like how I don't wear panties? I like it too! Easy access!!

To my Pantyhose Black Pump Man - CREAM those pumps!! CREAM THEM!! You're SUCH a good lil cum slut!!

To my Border Crossing Search Victim - I KNOW I felt more than that cock in your pants!! What else are you hiding for me to discover?

To BS - Like my fucking stories? I LOVE to share them...and I've got TONS!!! ;)

CARTMAN SWEETHEART!! LOVELY as always!! I can't WAIT until I get to talk to you again!!

I've had SUCH a busy week!! It's been insane!! I hope all of you have been keeping up with me better than I've been keeping up on my journal!

Friday night I had a wedding I had to photograph. And let me tell you - it was WYLD!! hehehe They had the CUTEST little DJ....and as the evening was wrapping up...hehehehe and I HAD to fuck him.....so, when I finished taking all the table pics and wedding pics....I hung out with him behind the DJ table....and as he'd move to get CDs....I'd let my hand move across his front, letting it 'rest' on certain places..........He didn't seem to mind! As he was beginning to put stuff away, I took his hand and led him to his van. Let's just say, that he had my ass pressed up against the window more than once and his tongue was just going crazy on my clitty! And when his HUGE 9 inch cock slammed into my tight little quim, OMG!! INSTANTANEOUS ORGASM!! hehehehe I made SURE I got his number!! ;)

Updates soon! I PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE!!

You want to be in my journal? You know what to do!! ;)

Current mood: dirty

Current music: NIN - Nothing Quite Like the Feel of Something New

1:20PM - Do I still have this journal???? hehehe

Hey there Devoted Readers!!

OK - so I've been incredibly bad.....Extremely bad.....Horribly bad.....

But, I digress!

CARNEE IS BACK AND IS READY FOR THE PARTY!!!

So, who wants a piece of Carne Asada? Otherwise known as Carnee?

So far just today, I've gotten fucked TWICE! WHOO HOOO!!!! I LOVE the screwing!! It makes me WILD!!

First off - to my cold kitty...........YOU ROCK!!!! Your calls are always super duper!! You started my weekend of phone sex BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG time!!! I hope your game is wonderful!!

Kenny - I'M SUCH A LITTLE WHORE!!! hehehehee You can wear those red panties for me anytime you want!!

And to my 2 INCH OOMPA LOOMPA!!!! YOU ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Never change!! I LOVE the humor and the sex!! Awesome!!!

I'll be around all this weekend and in the evenings.....calllllllllllllllllllllll me up!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current mood: bouncy

Current music: Simple Minds - Don't You Forget About Me

7:39PM - Mmmmmmm..... :)

It's been a hell of a ride!!

I got to 'experience' my first 'viewing' Yates....with his webcam....WOW!!! That was sooo intense! Watching you whack your big shaved monster just for me! Mmmmmmm....I can't WAIT until my next "Viewing"

A BIG HUGE HUGE SMOOOOOOCH to my cold kitty.....Three calls this past weekend!! You are soooooo awesome!!!! Just wonderful!!!!! You make me cream just THINKING about you! I could totally imagine me in your arms...our hands touching....fingers exploring. So wonderful!! You are SO WONDERFUL!!!

To MM - you look soooooo cute all dressed up!!! Just like an adorable little girl......Next time, let me use MY strapon on YOU!! hehehehehe

I LOVE being your little girl Ben!! Make me a good little girl!! Please!!?? I've been soooo bad!! And your 'punishment' is JUST what I need!

To my fellow VIKINGS man...First off - YAY!! The Vikes pulled it off!! Beating the Pack AT Lambeau! I was SOOOOOO excited!! And our 'halftime fun' was FANTASTIC!!! I'll put that jersey on for you ANYTIME.......and let those hands ROAM allllll over me.......just so I can take care of you in ALLLLL the ways you like!!

YAY!!! I got TWO TWO GIRL CALLS!!!!! First Off - JJK with KAYLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW!! Didn't we treat him like a nice little sex toy Kay? Hehehehe That was the MOST fun!! And I'd NEVER pass up fucking you again!!!

AND......*drum roll* MY MAINE MAN AND BETHIE!!!! Both of you are SOOOOO WONDERFUL!!!! And I can't BELIEVE how GREAT that little party was!!! I felt soooo ecstatic!!! So 'illuminated'.....So cared for!!!! Maine, you could NEVER bug me!! WHY are you thinking that?? PLEASE don't!!!! I care SOOOOO MUCH FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today, I got in a little 'extra curricular' activities...hehehehe...you see, there is this 'professor' at my college...well...hehehehe...I've been noticing that he likes to look down those loose spaghetti strap halter tops I wear and up my cut off short shorts...heheheeh....and He's kinda cute...so, today, I wore a realllllllly looose pair of cut offs...and NO PANTIES....AND got to class early so I could sit in the front row..................and sat with my legs WIDE OPEN...........He NEVER moved out from his podeum...and at several times during the lecture.....there were signifiicant pauses....It was DELICIOUS!! As I left...I made sure to personally 'thank him' for all his insight during the lecture....I brushed my hand against his cheek and left with a toss of my head....

I'm an amused lil bitch....and I CAN'T wait until Wednesday.....when I have that class again! :D

See you later!!

Oh, and OOMPA LOOMPA - You KNOW I want you!! :D

Current mood: amused

Current music: Ludicris - Stand Up

8:53PM - Oopsie!! I fergot!!

HOW could I forget to tell everyone about my two girl with CALLIE??? WOW!! Our YanksMets boy really heated us up! What FUN!! Callie is one HOT lil' number!! I can't wait to play with her again!!

And to Timb!!!! Mmmmmmmmm..........FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sweetie! Let's replay!!

Had to give my props where my props are DUE!!!

Current mood: crazy

Current music: See previous post!! :D

8:48PM - What Fun Ensues!!

This post is going to be long!!

First off, let me all update you on my re-entrance into college. It's gonig 'swimmingly' - I adore being back in school!!! My profressors ROCK and so do my classes! I'm meeting lots of COOOOOOOOOOL people (MANY of whom I'm achin' to hump! - Little do they know what a little nympho I truly am!) I've gone to ONE party so far..and MAN did I have fun! To be honest, I don't remember much of it (thanks to BEER) but I woke up with my panties lying next to me, so I'm pretty sure I had a ball!!

This weekend, I went to the 100 Year Harley Anniversary party down in Milwaukee. When I went there, I TOLD myself I was going to 'get it on' with a BIKER on a BIKE! And, I'm happy to report, my dreams came true!! My pierced, tattooed, blonde ponytailed HOG god!! Took me for a ride on his bike. I of course, faced him, and it wasn't very long until his talented hands had untied my bikini top and it was lost to the wind! hehehehe - that was wild...my riding topless through the streets packed with people...and my hands busy inside his pants!! :D (I'm evil - I LOVE ME!!! :D) Since he was having a 'hard time', he pulled over and bent me over his bike......I was rammed right there in the parking lot of a bar!! hehehehe And we attracted SUCH a show!! Hey, you fellas know me, anything to keep you all happy and satisfied!!

Now, to my calls!! I KNOW you all LOVE reading them!!! First off - JOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A two girl call with SAMMIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! That call was the SHIT - LITERALLY!! hehehehe I LOVE how creative you are! Use and abuse this bad lil' nun!!! May God have mercy on both our souls, because this lil' nun loved it soooooo much!!!

I have now dubbed my Chicago Cubs boy my Knight in Shining Armor!! He just LOVED my biker frolics, and wanted to re-create them. Save me oh Knight! Again and again and again!! Take me - I'm YOURS for the picking!!! :D

To my cold kitty - my wild INTENSE sexsational lover!!! Mmmmmmmmmmm You completely outdid yourself!! That 'session' was SO SO SO intense!! Thank you thank you thank you for the tip and for all your caring!! It does MY body good, and I'm sure it does YOUR body GREAT!!!!

To my SWEETHEART.......................never worry about the 'L bomb' because it was sooooooooooooo awesome. Our time together is sweet, intense, and passionate.......You're right....It was super and soooooooooooo soooooooooo soooooooo special!! I'm still touched by that call - our quiet intense love making was phenominal...............May it NEVER EVER change!!!

Finally, to my MAINE lover - I'm so INCREDIBLY sorry we keep missing each other......You have NO CLUE how much I MISS YOU and how sad I am after reading your email........I had to publically tell you. But, if you aren't happy, you gotta do what you gotta do!! Don't give up on me!!

This is a reminder to EVERYONE that my BIRTHDAY is swiftly approaching!!!! October 11th I'll be 24!!! And as a present, I'd LOVE you to call me up and wish me some reallll gooood fun!!!

To EVERYONE!! Hey, let's party!! I hope you enjoyed this update!! I'd love to write about YOU so all can see! :D

"This is Carnee Signing off of this entry!"

Current mood: crazy

Current music: Black Eyed Peas - Where Is the Love??

5:05PM - Some fun Words for a Wednesday!!!

This is how you can tell the English language is alive and well on Planet Earth: We're creating new words. A lot of them. So many that the venerable Oxford English Dictionary has added 3,000 new words to its pages. Read just a sampling of these and update your vocabulary. And be happy that the English language is so much FUN! A sampling of some of the new words:

bada bing (also bada bing bada boom): An exclamation to emphasize that something will happen effortlessly and predictably.

blog: Shorthand for Web log.

bootylicious: Thanks to Destiny's Child, this is a description of exceptional booty. The song lyrics that changed the dictionary: "Cause my body too bootylicious for ya babe."

bubkis: Nothing, as in zilch.

cantopop: Asian pop industry featuring Cantonese lyrics and western style music.

cyberslacker: Someone who uses his or her company's Internet connection during work hours to surf the Net for personal use.

data smog: The impenetrable amount of facts available online.

Eeyorish: Refers to the character Eeyore in "Winnie the Pooh," who was known for his gloomy outlook on life.

egosurf: Someone who searches the Internet for references to himself or herself.

lovely jubbly: An expression of delight that originates from the British TV comedy "Only Fools and Horses."

muggle: A person without magical powers.

muppet: A foolish person.

turntablist: A DJ proficient at spinning records.

robata: A type of charcoal grill used in Japanese cooking.

shotgun cloning: The insertion of random fragments of DNA.

shovelware: Low-priced games or other programs packaged into higher-priced collections.

prairie-dogging: Office workers in cubicles who raise their heads above the partitions surrounding their desks to see what is going on.

Current mood: happy

Current music: John Mayer - Your Body Is a Wonderland

11:51PM - WOW oh WOW oh WOW!!!

OK, slap my wrist, I've been bad...I haven't written in what seems like a decade!!

School is great! I'm adjusting to the work load and the homework. Never thought I would get this lazy being out of school for a year! I forgot just how much work goes into getting a degree. But boy, it sure seems like I'm taking a crash course!!

Calls...I'm not sure where I left off! So if I repeat any I've already talked to you about, PLEASE forgive me...although I'm sure you won't mind hearing about them again - hehehehe

First off - to my Chicago Cubs boy - you did it again....I think I ripped a vocal cord from all the moaning and screaming I did....You are soooo amazing!!!

Ass tonguer boy - hehehehe - You KNOW I LOVE it when you rim me.......Mmmmmmmm.....

To my Byron - you've become my teacher, and I humbly obey.....Continue to teach me master in the ways of bodily love!! I eagerly await your next call!!

Potty Play Joe - FUCK YEAH!! Make me your receptical.....I LOVE how you use and abuse me...I've been such a bad, bad girl!!!

And finally to the two I've been waiting for - my cold kitty and my TWO GIRL WITH SAMMIE! WOW O WOW O WOW! The call that inspired me to write in my journal.....That was the HOTTEST two girl I've EVER DONE!! WOW!!!! Kitty - you are so totally amazing...and Sammie - WOAH!! I was in BLISS! BLISS I tell you!!!!


And to MAINE........................................there are NO WORDS..........you KNOW what I mean.........wonderful, amazing, passionate, caring, loving............all of these words mean so little to the energy that spins between us................I am in awe and enamored............I want to spin in circles with my arms outstretched and yell to the world that someone in Maine is the most precious person in the WORLD!!

Maybe I can have that put on a bumper sticker? heheehe

I hope you all have enjoyed reading my journal...But now, my bed is softly calling my name.........and I'm so hot from my call with my cold kitty and the sinful Sammie that I just NEED to get off one more time!!!!!

See ya!!!

Current mood: full

Current music: Brian McKnight - Anytime

11:24PM - WOW

I know I haven't written in a while, sorry!!

College has been going SMASHINGLY.......I've been so busy...I'm commuting, so I'm on the road a LOT, but classes have been just awesome. It's a LOT of hard work, but just great!!

I'm taking some general ed classes, psychology classes, and art classes. I'm taking PAINTING....woah! hehehehe It's fun, but challenging...I've never been one for painting....My photography has sort of been put on hold for this semester...but it's all good...

Calls.....props - Gotta give 'em!!

CARTMAN - WOW........................................................I can't even put into words what you did to me on that call. It was the MOST amazing time of my LIFE........................................................You are soooooooooooooooooooo wonderful. I'd do anything for you......

To my other calls I've had since Sunday (you know who you are) Thank you.................but stay on LONGER!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehe

I HATE clicks when we JUST get started. Come ON fellas!!

I got to play with Isa on Sunday night! WOW..........girlie - you had me shakin sooo bad.....you made me cum soooo hard and quick......I can't WAIT to play with you again - and for LONGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See all of you on the 'flip side'! CALL ME!!! I need that 'pick me up' at the end of a long day!!

Current mood: loved

Current music: Ginuwine - In Those Jeans

3:00PM - Some fun for a Wednesday!!!

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Yesterday, I had some fun with my Boston Chef!! Nothin' like cooking up some Male Soup for that co-worker's desk, huh? hehehehe That call was such fun!! I can't WAIT to hear from you again!!

I also got to use my strapon and have some potty play with my Timmy!! Oh, you dirty nasty boy!!

This morning, I got to be tortured by my dm. Oh, I HAVE been a very naughty nurse!! You were right to teach me that lesson!! Thank you master!! I will try to be good....But I know that if I'm not, I can depend on YOU to punish me!!

More later!!

Current mood: hungry

Current music: Frankie J - Don't Wanna Try

7:17PM - A post for today and yesterday ;)

Mmmmmm....sorry I didn't post yesterday. I had another kitchen accident which resulted in my going to the hospital!!!!!

OK, I was cutting something for my dinner, and my knife slipped. It nearly cut the tip of my finger off! As blood was squirting everywhere and I was screaming in pain, I grabbed the paper towels, car keys, and jumped into my car. I waited in the emergency room about 15 minutes before this incredibly HOT nurse stitched my finger back up - four stitches!!! hehehehe - I got her number tooo!! :D

Yesterday, I got to be story teller to the Fun Buns Man....I LOVE talking about all the dirty, nasty things I've done in my life. Call back if you want to hear more!!!

Today - so far - I've gotten to fuck my Chicago Cub boy......dam....did you like when I got aggressive? hehehehe I'm telling you, pain (from my finger) is making me get more and more aggressive. I LOVE how you pound me hard, and your balls slapping off me drives me nuts. You are soooo good at fucking me!!

Tune in later for more details!! :D

Current mood: naughty

Current music: Methods of Mayhem - Get Naked

2:02PM - Some fun! Brutal Breakup Lines from Netscape

Now that I'm back on my medication, I can clearly see why your ex dumped you....

I have to break up with you. No matter how I slice it, our astrological signs just aren't compatible.

I'll definitely still sleep with you, but I want to see other people. You're too needy for me.

Don't get me wrong, I do love your breasts. But now that I know you've had a boob job, I can't date someone so shallow.

The bottom line is that after watching you eat, I've decided to become a vegetarian.

It isn't the fact that you cheated. I might've even enjoyed the details. It's taht you never told me about it, and I caught you!

I'm really neglecting my cats, and I think we need more space.

My old girlfriend just came back from Italy, so this will be our last date.

I'd consider staying if you were successful, but I'm not sure even that would be enough.

You may think you love me, but you really don't. You'll be better off without me.

My mother says you look shift, and my mother's never wrong.

Current mood: high

Current music: Milli Vanilli - Girl You Know It's True.....hehehehe

12:09PM - Sunday's ROCK!!

WHOOOOO EEEEEEE!! I gotta give my props out to my cold kitty!! You are sooooo awesome!! Thank you for helping me give my 'gift' to LYNN!! I was soooo excited we weren't cut off, and the entire call was simply amazing!! I was soooo hot!

Oh HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN!!!! Yes, I got to be the FIRST of the KBW gang to participate in giving Lynn her birthday present (with a LOT of help from my cold kitty!) Dam, Lynn is freakin' AMAZING on the phone.....I'm thinking I GOTTA take a roadtrip to Montana sometime....maybe you and I could re-visit your visit with Briggie and Lily - go to the adult store and get some, ah, mutual toys.....hehehehe - I gottttta get me that beaver!!

I wasn't around much on Saturday, so no calls! :( Oh well. I'm gonna be around a LOT this week, so I'm excited about talking with alll you honeys and lovelies.

I can't wait! Call me up soon! Oh, and don't forget to listen to my LAUNCH station - Carnee4All!!!

See yas later!!

Current mood: cheerful

Current music: Missy Elliot - One Minute Man

10:22PM - AW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"sex" with u is just better than with anyone else


I LOVE complements!! And they just get me hotter!! It's been a hell of a couple days!

I've gotten TWO wonderfully kinky calls from my DAWG! Mmmmmm....ain't it fun to experiment? I bet you liked that cabby joining in too! hehehehehe

And I can't forget my lovely lover of wifely sluts......you rock my world!!! I LOVE sex with you - you stretch my imagination to the hilt, and I love it!!

To my cold kitty - next time you call me, do it away from your house! hehehehe - it was soooo hard today, to hear that phone disconnect. I was just getting into our call too! It was starting to get realllllllly intense. I don't EVER want to get disconnected from you again!

MAINE - what can I say? Everytime, EVERYTIME you get me more excited and more emotional.....you know what I mean.... I KNOW tomorrow will be a fabulous event! Anything you touch is wonderful and I'm so lucky to know you and to have you care for me the way you do!

To my AIM call - Spanish Marbella - what can I say? I'm at a loss for words....

To 10 - mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......cumming twice in five minutes? I don't think I've EVER done that before....Just the idea of that big monster ramming into me.......WOW!! You can call me ANYTIME you want baby......ANYTIME!!!!

Finally, to my picture-taker-anal-lover - hehehehehehe - sleep at peace at night imaginging me fisting that delicious ass of yours.... *wink*

See you all tomorrow!! Have a great evening!!

Current mood: bouncy

Current music: Soundtrack to The Waterboy

6:52PM - Yes, we have no Bananas....

WOW.....Can we say YIKES????

A word of advice to all you 'home chefs' out there - chicken fat and an electric stove CAN create flame.....

I was talking to Linny about creative sex foods - hehehehe - and it got me yearning for my mom's ole fashioned chicken and buscuits. So, I made some biscuits (love bisquik!) and started cooking the chicken. It overflowed a bit, so I just turned the heat down and continued cooking. I took the meat out, took off the fat and the skin, removed the bones, and put the torn meat back into the pot with the broth I had skimmed. Aparently, when it boiled over, it did more than just the broth....some of the fat boiled over too.

It's a good thing I was standing there by my stove, because it started smoking...then I saw FLAMES eminating from the range. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I grabbed the baking soda (thanks dad for that tip) and just started to pour.

Now, a shot or two later (thank you Cap't Morgans) I'm calm, but still hungry.........

Anybody wanna share a pizza with me?

Updates later on how my day went otherwise....I'm making up for lost time here - with not posting for what seems like, to many of you, far too long! :)

Write more soon!

Current mood: scared

Current music: No music but the sound of my fire alarm.......

12:18PM - I know I'm writing this on Wednesday but......

....It's for Tuesday!!

I LOVE Tuesdays!! I have decided that I get the most play on Tuesdays! Must have something to do with the fact that the weekend is over and all you sweeties just need some to remind you of why you keep those 9 to 5's! hehehehehehehe

First off - I gottttttttttta shout out to my Chicago boy - YOU CAME THROUGH!!!! Wicked!! I was SOOOO READY to party with you after not being able to for soooo long! I'm serious!! I get more excited with you than I think I can, and you rock my world sooooo hard!! And I LOVE that I've taught you to become a tease....hehehhehe But don't you EVER forget who your tease teacher is.... :D

For starting out my morning with a double bang (hehehehe - you know what I mean....) I gotta give "D" his kudos! Dam boy! Waiting for you was worth it, although I REALLLLLLLY wanna fuck you AND Tay together.....I don't think I'd be able to recover anytime quickly!!

So, "T-boy", did you like my little yellow dress without the panties and bra? Hehehehe - I wonder what allllll those shoppers thought as we were going at it in the mall! Next up, how about a good hard screw at an amusement park? I can JUST imagine what the kiddies would be saying, (child tugs on mother's sleeve), "Mommy, why is that guys pee pee in that woman? What are they doing?" HA HA HA HA HA

Finally, I write last about YOU because YOU mean so much to me - my MAINE man....my caregiver, my 'music speaks louder than words can explain" man - DITTO DITTO DITTO (private joke) No one cares so much for me as you do in the entire world.......thank you for being you and I know your 'weekend' will be spectacular! Bread, Boyz to Men, Carpenters, and Bryan Adams to YOU!!!!!


OK - now for the bad stuff, well sort of bad - I'm going back to school! Yippee!! I've got some classes I need to take to get ready for my graduate degree - PLUS, I'm starting my grad work. So I'm a little stressed about 'everything'. Please help me keep my spirits up! Nothin' like a gooooooooooooooood fuck to keep you smiling though 'tension'. Thank you all! And I can't wait to get to know more of you!!

Current mood: distressed

Current music: My LAUNCH station - Carnee4All - Currently listening to Eagles - Desperado

12:00AM

8:54PM - A LONG one!!

OK OK, so I know I haven't written in oh, about a week! But, in my defense, I went to a photography conference this week! Last Sunday, I was busy getting ready for it, and I left bright and early on Monday morning. I didn't get back until Thursday evening, and I was soooooooooooo tired I hit the sheets within an HOUR of getting home.

The skinny on the conference. It was AWESOME!! Took a few field trips to get some experience photographing scenery (it's realllllly pretty in SW Wisconsin, even if there's NOTHING there! hehehehe) and I got to meet a LOT of cool people!

I even had to, as a part of a team, do a presentation on starting a photography business. It was cool. After I was done, a man approached me and told me I'm on the wrong side of the camera! I should be on the pictures, not taking them. I just smiled at him and thought, "If he only knew!" hehehehehe

Yeah, I've considered modelling, but I'm more interested in expressing myself through my art. Maybe I should take up bodypainting? You know, like Farrah? Hehehehehe. Can you imagine my body dripping in paint, rolling around on human-sized pieces of canvas? Hmmmm....Now that I'm thinking about it, I think I might have to explore that!

OK - Friday night - my Maryland-Wisconsin-Colorado Cartoon lover called me........He's such a cutie (he sent me a pic! Love that!) and we got to have some fun on the phone. Mmmmmmmm......Love the Scoo! He's got so many desires in his life - and I'm glad to be one of them - I love being desired! :D

AND my favorite cold kitty called me! Fix that cell phone baby! I don't want to be knocked off a call with you! You drive me wild!! I LOVE spending some time with you on the line......and you are soooooooo sweet! Calling me because no one had since I got back.....or am I just that good? hehehehee Anyway - thank you for calling me - you are great!!

Saturday I got to spend a lovely, slow, sensual love fest with my Carolina/Georgia Cartman boy - aw!!!! I think you reallllly should look into swinging west when you come up north......I'd LOVE to make our time together really explode!! And I meant what I said in chat and on the phone with you - follow your dreams - you never know where they'll take you!

Today it was storming BAAAAAD!! I lost power for a good three hours. And those of you who know me KNOW I can't STAND thunder! Plus, considering the fact that my batteries were dead in my flashlight (actually, I think I, in a moment of desperation, removed them to use in my vibe - hehehehee) I was scared and in the dark. So, I tipsied on over to my lovely, and VERY NICE neighbor's apartment. He was standing there, in just a pair of Taz Boxers with a smile on his face. It was quite an interesting moment - my standing in the hallway scared yet excited to see him standing so exposed in his doorway. As a strike of lightning hit, I threw myself at him and wrapped my arms around him. Surprisingly, he had a fluffy plaid comforter spread out on his floor, and candles around it waiting to be lit. I smiled as he told me that he was planning on coming to my door and inviting me over. How thoughtful and how sweet of him!! Needless to say, after the vanilla candles were lit, we were making our own fire down there on the floor. Dam, he is soooooooooo talented with his 'instrument'.....and so thoughtful. He remembered I don't like storms. He held me as the lightning struck outside and the thunder peeled. And he made love to me so tenderly. Every inch of my skin was touched or licked or kissed or sucked. I'm hoping it storms again soon!!

Just to make my day more complete, my MAINE man called. Even though we were only on the phone making love, it was even more tender, more passionate, more fulfilling than my 'interlude with my neighbor'. He's got a way about him. Don't know what it is, but I have to smile when we are talkin' anywhere :D Thank you for caring for me so, and for all you do for me. I know I am loved by a sweet, sexy man in Maine!

So fellas and ladies - here's my new news....I'm really, SERIOUSLY considering going back to school! I actually am meeting with a bank counselor tomorrow to discuss 'funding' my desire. I can't believe it I'm actually thinking about doing this! It's only been a year since I left, but I just got 'inspired' at my conference. So you see, if I go back to school, I'm gonna need even MORE calls from you great people!

I hope you all forgive me for not writing in so long.......I promise I'll write again quickly!!

Carnee

10:21PM - Wonderful Wednesday!!!

I'm really growing to LOVE Wednesdays!!

I GOT TO FUCK KAYLA AGAIN!! Whoooeeeee!! Dam! I love to lick her sweet nectar! It drives me crazy!! She is soooooo tasty! And when she started her mouth action on my own pulsating quim - wow....I came sooooooooo hard and LOUD!! hehehehe I hope I didn't burst her and my Colorado Cartoon lover's ear drums!

Oh Colorado - hehehehehe - you are EVIL!! Not telling me who you were until the end of the call! hehehehe - But you are HOT baby!! I'm still achin' from that call! It was fuckin' HHHHHOT!!!

I got a IM from Kevin too - why did you hang up early??? And don't you for one minute think I wasn't playing along! You got me all hot then left me hanging! That pissed me off! I had to finish without your breathing in my ear! I HATE THAT!! Bad boy!!

And last but not least - my pussy made of ICE - you are a sweetie!!!!! Sex with you can be summed up in one word - WONDERFUL!!! I can't WAIT until next time!! Even though you're made of ICE, you heated me up sooooooooooo much!!!

The shout outs are to everyone who knows who you are! My paperwork is calling - so I gotta run! Have a good night! And have sweet, sexxxxxxxxxxxxy dreams of ME!! *smooch*

Current mood: happy

Current music: Theme to the Sunday Night Sex Show on Oxygen - I LOVE THIS SHOW!!!!!!!!